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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 03:34:02 GMT

mga maling nagawa...!

ok fine...!

alam ko napakadami ko ng kasalanan ginagawa sayo... sadya man yung iba o hindi...
meron akong mga taong hindi sinadyang makabanga... so far yung mga taong alam kong nakabanga ko dahil sa mga pinaggagawa ko ay inayos ko na... about dun sa guy na hindi ko sadyang siraan... innayos ko nah.. nakapagusap na kami... at inayos na namin ang feud namin... last week pah... about august 14, 2005(sunday) to be exact...! mali ako dun sa mga pingasasabi ko.. nadala lang ako sa pagiging bitter bout sa buhay ko... sobrang dami ko ng mali sayo... siguro kahit magsorry ako sayo hindi mo na ako mapapatawad... maling-mali ako... sobra... for the first time in my life tangap ko ng buong-buo na maling-mali ako... alam ko by this time, pinagsisisihan mo na nagkakilala tayo... kulang na lng isumpa mo ako katulad ni ******... pero matatangap ko yun... may karapatan kang magalit sakin ng todo... mali ako... ang masasabi ko lang ngayon ay....

...sorry, for everything, for all those thing that i have done to make you mad, yung mga bagay na alam kong ginawa ko pati na rin yung mga bagay na hindi ko na pansin na nakakasama na pala sayo or nakakaoffend... sorry talaga... wala na akong mukhang maihaharap sayo... walng-wala... ang naiisip ko n lng ay umiwas sayo para kahit papaano hindi sasama araw mo... sorry talaga... kahit hindi mo ako mapapatawad gusto ko pa rin magsorrry... as in...

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 04:00:25 GMT

As raindrops soaked my window,

I can’t help but realize the pain

Without you by my side.

I can’t help but wonder what

Happened the other night?

I knew from the start that

Our parting would bring us far apart

Like the droplets of mid-morning dew

Why can’t we be what we use to be?

My life is empty without you by my side

I couldn’t turn the tide apart,

I couldn’t return the raindrops back

To the skies.

If only I could change the past,

Then maybe you would still be

More than my friend.

But life is so unfair

It so hard to bear

If only I could change the tide of time.

Is our past a sin or

A wheel that makes us spins.

Making you remember the memories

Of that long past.

Maybe this time, I’ll have a chance

To bring back what I’ve lost.

Your love for me

I hope will never change

And even your soft-longing touch

Would still be the same,

If only it was so.

But you love another man

Who is better than me in all the things!

And the only wish that my heart begged

Is that he treats you better than I had.

For if only I could change the tide of time

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:01:10 GMT

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 03:56:44 GMT

hahaha... wla lng... gusto ko kasi baguhin ung header ko... nabago ko nah pero ang panget ng ginawa ko eh... kaya ung background n lng binago ko... hahahah.. wla lng...

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 06:57:48 GMT

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and actitives to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:

In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:

Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true indivdualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:

Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:

Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:

Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your parnter's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

Best color to attract mate: Sky blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 06:32:45 GMT

Your Birthdate: February 15

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable. This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research. You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 06:30:54 GMT

You Were Actually Born Under:

Fierce and courageous - you are the king of every situation.You pounce and attack, until others give you want you want.Daring and magnetic, you inspire others to follow your lead.And while you're wild at heart, you have some hidden soft spots.You are most compatible with a Horse or Dog.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 03:23:03 GMT

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 05:54:16 GMT

You Are 45% Normal(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strangeYou've got a little of your freak going onBut you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 05:52:24 GMT

You Are 28 Years Old

28 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?